Sunday, September 21, 2008

Looking towards the Sky

It’s been “one of those days” for me, and I’ve been worried about a lot of people all day. I got up nice and late, around 11:15am or something like that, but I was still knackered. I tossed and turned for a bit then gave up, and pulled on some clothes. After dragging myself downstairs and seeing the bed-hair I’d a-massed overnight I could instantly tell today wasn’t going to be amazing. After going online and seeing none of the people I wanted to see were online, I went to get my school bag and looked and the long list of homework.

Draft English Essay (Media coursework). BIG PROJECTY THINGY
Slideshow on the battle of Passchendaele for history. BIG PROJECTY THING.
Tobacco sheet for biology. SMALL SHIT
Reading for Physics. SMALL SHIT
Learn oral for French. MEDIUM
Learn lines for Drama. BIG BUT NOT-SO IMPORTANT.

I went into the lounge, forced the old laptop into motion, and turned on the TV. Zoey 101 is very good for lulz whilst doing homework. The plots can get ridiculous and confusing at times, but that makes it even funnier. The best line was Logan randomly yelling “I AM GABBER-FLASTED.” It was just so funny. Yes he said it like that, not flabbergasted. I lol’ed and then got back to my work. I started with the slideshow.
I’d never heard of Passchendaele before this, so my entire project was pretty much Wikipedia information recycled into my own words. Each person was given a certain battle of world war one to do. I envy the bastard that got Somme. That’d of been SO easy, but no… I get one of the shitty Belgium towns. Took about an hour on that one, with 5 slides. It’s okay. It could be a lot better, but I wasn’t in the mood to make it better, seeing as I doubted anyone would put that much effort in anyway.
This is a good time to tell you about the people I’m worried about. When I say ‘you’ I’m talking about my blog. It’s a person now. Deal with it.

First off is Salamander. I didn’t manage to talk to him at all yesterday due to the whole dance thing, and he’s going to his cousin’s dog’s funeral today. Their going to be completely teary-eyed, and I’m fairly sure he is too. It’s going to be really hard on him me thinks. Then Zen’s in that situation too. Might phone them later.
Cub and her boyfriend. As far as I am aware, it is their one year anniversary today. As much as I don’t like the guy, Cub loves him. I guess I owe him a chance then, even if occasionally he does mis-treat her. I can’t contact her to check she’s okay tho. :S
Formie and his bosses. Even though he’s not telling me, there is obviously something else on his mind as well. Even if he won’t tell me about it; I just really hope he’s okay. I think I won’t mention hugs tomorrow and just try to be supportive if he’s upset again. Hopefully he won’t be all TURNER PRIZE again at me, but I dunno. Could contact him over first class, but he wouldn’t reply. I’ve tried. A lot. I’ve kinda given up.
It’s times like these were I look to the sky and wonder if there really is a god. I slip a quick prayer in incase there is, even though I’m not a believer. And just look upwards for a while really, so I did that for a while.

Now after brooding for a while, I started my English. It was actually really difficult. I then found out my brother had invited Brad and Libbs over without telling me, and they’d been there for half an hour without me knowing. I only found out because Brad started showing off with my electric guitar. So after being a bit <_< about that for a while, because their my friends too, I gritted down to the essay. Hills arrived. I love Hills, she’s amazing. Chatted to her a bit then got back to my essay. 4 hours later with a couple of minutes talking to the others, my English essay is finally done.
I’m now in the mood I cba to do anything at all. Especially not go out and “cramp my brother’s style” so I didn’t. I didn’t bother with the rest of the homework, even if the French IS in for tomorrow. Idc. I’ll do it during break or something, even though it does isolate me from the group a bit. :-S
After just relaxing a bit and playing RS (and taking over Smither_Sid’s agility exp by like 300 xp) I got bored and decided to start writing this up. I think I’m going to go phone Salamander’s home and see if their in.

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