A change in the winds

Just to warn you, if you’re out there, from now on my days are starting from arriving at school. It’s just easier.

So I got out the car, and walked with my brother into the school grounds, to be intercepted by my old music teacher trying to blag me into yet another shitty activity, so I talked to him and listened to his ramblings before being allowed to go meet up with my mates, although Over and Nile weren’t there. Over was in the library and Nile was just late, so it was Zen, Salamander, Spawn and I. Salamander and Zen were back :D So after talking to them for a bit, I got the register after a quick “ooh someone’s late” meeting with Nile, before heading to morning form. Formie was still attempting not to talk to me, so I showed him my Stephen K Amos and Mark Wattson autographs just to really rub it in, but I managed to get him talking to me again before the end of form. It was quite good actually in the end, but he still won’t give me a hug. :( I know there’s a rule against it but I still want a hug from him DAMN IT.
I headed to history, and to my dismay, “The weevil’s” old helping assistant was sat there. It wasn’t the fact she was his helping assistant, in fact I get on really well with all the other ones to this day, except we’d had a bit of a history of not being on the best terms. She quickly explained she’d chosen to come help Nizomi because she had a free lesson. Working with her, we managed to coax him into using the translator, and he actually managed to understand it and start answering stuff. We worked really well together, which was quite a change. So I think the “hating each other” chapter of our lives is finished with, which I am very glad about.

Second was Physics, which was entertaining to say the least. Sir lead us fully to believe he was about to shove a thermometer up… We’ll call him Parasite (I don’t like him, if you couldn’t tell :P)… Parasite’s arse, and he even made to do the action and then did what he actually meant to do about measuring the temperature of the desk and the window. Needless to say, this was very amusing.
Break I got caught up with Zen did a bit of bitching (at least I’m honest about it ;P) before heading to biology.
Biology, was VERY interesting. We watched this video about taking care of your body, but it was focussed on the lungs. It showed a surgery removing a tumour the size of about a tennis ball, then they cut it up and prodded it around. It passed along a strong message in an interesting way. :)
Lunch was more of the usual laughter and just general talking to mates, even though my mind had started wandering a bit. I’m thinking about Formie a lot more than I should be, and I don’t know why. I’ll admit, he’s a lot more than a teacher to me, he’s my (surrogate) dad, but I’m blatantly just a student to him. Even still, I shouldn’t be thinking about him as much as I am, so I dunno about that. I guess I’m just weird. Then went with Nile to get the register and went to afternoon form.
Formie wasn’t in a great mood because his “higher powers” are basically mucking him around and it’s not fair on him, so he’s having to do a lot more work than he should be, then if you add the fact he’s head of department now so it’s even more work than he’s used to, it just doesn’t add up well for him. After breaking my “I’m not talking to him” rule just t check he’s okay, and although he’s not opening up to me as much as I would like him to, but it’s fair enough because you know… It’s not expected for a teacher to open up to a student, even if I open up to him loads. Even though we were both slightly depressed, he still wouldn’t give me a hug. I settled for a high five and went to French. French wasn’t as bad as usual because I managed to drown out the teacher in daydreams and still copy down everything I needed at the last moment. Unfortunately, I was daydreaming about Formie more than I wanted. Not that kind of daydream… you know, not fantasizing… just thinking about him and if he’s okay. Anyway, that lesson was better than most French because it was her talking at us not asking much so I was able to drift in and out when needed.
Last was another physics lesson, which was great because I could pay attention/drift off when I wanted to, because that’s how that teacher works. I was paying attention for a bit then drifting off, then getting back into the “what did I miss? Oh nothing lol” and going back ot day dreaming. Managed to catch Formie because he was basically outside my class as I walked out and he was in a much better mood, just had a very quick chit-chat with him then left to walk home.

Stage coach was okay, but one of my best friends Cub’s boyfriend is in hospital, and she’s really upset about him, so I’m quite worried about her. She’s completely cutting me out though, she’s changed her number and her msn and everything because of feeling guilty. He’s over-protective, so she reacts out more towards other guys with hugs and everything. After that I got back and said hi to my Sister’s boyfriend. He’s a great guy, I really like him. He HITCHIKED down from London to come see her, and he’s pure gold. So I just relaxed really, gotta do this Royal Ballet thing. Got to earn my scholarship to the school after all.